Lonely Boy

As we all know that everyone of us did something bad.Sometime it's so bad that we keep it secret.I never been so bad boy in my life before.Lying to parent is a sin.That was what I did to my parent.Here is the list of my sin:

1) I went to a pub.(my parent never let me go coz it complicated place.They would kill me if they find out about this.)

2) I went to cybercafe.(Again they never like me to go cybercafe coz many newspaper telling got people killing other people in there.So,it's complicated.)

3) I lie and I ponteng go play dota with friend.

Here I want to confess my sin to God so God can forgive my mistake.

Yeah..My exam is finally over and i was happy and sad at the same time.Why happy?Exam over mah..Why sad?Scared the result suck..Ah..nevermind la..as long i did my best lo..


Last Saturday,me & my classmate went to Ritchie's house for BBQ.Mostly all who went there were Paulian & some ACS & Mewah & my only friend, Chung Hua.Hehe..All of us having fun BBQ & yeah,we SS Kok Hoo.Although,that night we had fun but i can't help with this feeling of loneliness.Some of them are couple..yeah.. i was always a lonely boy.I never know how it feel being cared by someone.Haiz..guess i have to wait for the fate to come to me.

Nevertheless,after BBQ,we have our boy night.Yup,me & my friends,we all spend a night at Ritchie's house.Me,Jacky,Daryl,Ritchie,Kok Hoo,Ah Meng,Dennis & Gary,all of us went to Ali Baba play Dota.I was quite new but i managed to play well on that night.We played until 5 something in A.M.We went back to sleep & hell i was so tired.It was the 1st time i stayed out so late with my friends.

At morning,we woke up at 9 A.M.We went to breakfast with Ritchie's family & after breakfast,again we went to Ali Baba for round 2.Walau leh..so damn tired but i enjoyed my for the whole day.

Monday, 15 September 2008
Pengajian Perniagaan paper 2.Thank God,there was not much mistake i make.It was a easy paper.

Tuesday, 16 September 2008
Makroekonomi paper.Again,not enough time to finish the paper.

Wednesday, 17 September 2008
Pengajian Am 1.Very easy paper where you can just shoot the answer.

There are 2 more paper next week which is Sejarah paper 1 and paper 2.I hate Sejarah paper where you have to write 4 page answer for 1 question.All add together are 16 page for 4 question.

Yeah..Finally,i can spend some time writing my blog..Its been a very bad and unlucky week for me.


Monday,8 September 2008
It was the 1st day of STPM trial exam.The 1st paper was Pengajian Am 2 and well, as every normal student out there..i screw up my paper.The part i screw was the essay part and what can i say about it was .....i screw up.

Tuesday,9 September 2008
The 2nd day of trial and the paper was Pengajian Perniagaan 1.At 1st,i study very hard for this paper and quite happy when i got the exam paper because what i read came out in the paper.I was happy after the paper over but unfortunately,right after the paper over,my friend asked me what is Campuran Promosi?Suddenly,i realized i make a mistake and i was enjoying writing the answer on Campuran Pemasaran.Damn it..and then i also realized i forgot to draw picture to support my answer!Haiz..again i screw up my other paper..

Wednesday,10 September 2008
3rd day of trial and the paper was Microeconomic .Then again,i screw up my paper.How?By not arranging the time to finish the paper.I was getting panic and i screw up my answers.

Quite a work i did this week,eh?Well,i can't wait to tell what stupid mistake i will make next week exam.

Today i so angry with this school!!They told us,the upper six student to go to school to attend a mass com seminar&activities on last Saturday.And you know what...i didn't go.Why i didn't go?Because its a waste of time!!Its almost trial already and i need that time to study.

Today all the top guy of the school punish us.Wanna know how they punish us?Ask us take a book and read under the hot sun!!Not only that,they also threaten us that our leaving cert will be change.The kelakuan part will change from baik to memuaskan.Just a small change,they threaten and destroy our future!

We didn't ask for this seminar and it came at a wrong time.Force us to go and never ask or give us permission letter.If really change the cert,nevermind lo..if i get good result,i never admit i study at this school and i don't care a s%@$ for this school anymore.Screw this school!!

If you know any of your friends,relatives or anyone and next time your son and daughter want study form 6, NEVER EVER GO TO SMKSA,SEREMBAN,NEGERI SEMBILAN!! Even there is no more school left on earth,never go there study!

STUPID SMKSA,SCREW SMKSA,SUCK SMKSA!

Today is my 1st time writing a blog...well,there is 1st time to anything you do mah..Anyway,today,i make a greatest mistake in my life..Don't ask me..

This will be my 1st blog and i maybe seldom on9 but i will try to write about my sad life story.