STPM is getting closer and closer but I still don't have the tension feeling yet.It is me or really something wrong with me?Until now, I still don't have the mood to study...How am I suppose to help myself leh...?Guess I already get used to the way I study during secondary...Haiz...
Finally today, i got all the paper result.Surprise to see my result that have improve much.From mid year exam to trial exam,2.3 to 2.7 gtpa.It may not much but i improve myself.So meaning that i might get 3.0 at my real STPM exam.Yeah,keep it up,man!!
Oh..I remembered the 1st time in my NS camp(stupid scrap national service) and how suffer i am in the camp.It's ok that i suffer there but i found something precious to bring it home.
It was the 1st time i enter the sivil class but i was late due to medical check up in the camp.When i entered the class,i don't know what to do because everyone has their's own group.The sivil teacher came to me and asked me to introduce myself to everyone and he took me to a group.(By the way,i forgot the teacher's name but he was a nice guy,not like any jurulatih out there xp)
That was how i met her and she also in the same company as me.How luckly i am..Funny thing was she thought me was a Melayu and talked with me in Bahasa Melayu.Haha...I didn't get angry because i had a dark tone skin.
We begun to get closer each day and i finally begin to like her.(A girl classmate told me about love.There are 2 love, one is you just like her example you like to hang out with her only.Other one is true love,you like her,you respect her,you care for her and you name it.What i don't know is what kind of love i had for her..I never know coz..i never had a girlfriend before..i tried to pikat 1 or 2 girl at school also fail..don't know why lo..compare to ar...my friend lah..,i'm ok 1.. Ah..i tell that story next time lah..)
By the time we getting to know each other...haiz...I had to leave the camp early because of the form 6.Before i leave the camp,the night before that i wrote my 1st love letter to her.After the NS over,i sent sms to her wheather she got read my letter and yes,she got read it and she also felt the samething as i do.Because of our different hometown,it is difficult for our relationship to be together.
Now i only can wish her hapiness...As long she happy,I also happy.Yup,this is what my friend meant about love..
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About Me
- Stanley
- Seremban, Negeri Sembilan, Malaysia
- Playful Not serious Faithful Kind hearted Lonely Quite a bit boring lo.. Overall,I just a normal person who need to be care of lo..